I... still... can't... get over you I never forget... Boy I never forget.... boy
Can't remember how many years it has been since we broke up But I cry every time when I think about you Why I’m so eager to see you today? The sound of rain droplets leaves my heart shaken up.
I regret giving you my love I regret getting attached to you I regret holding you back Why do I have to face the pain alone? I regret giving you my love I regret getting attached to you I regret holding you back Why do I have to face the pain alone?
I tried to be your only girl And did you ever understood my heart? Now it became the compass Of broken love Tears are flowing down And soaks the dry lips Oh what should I do, Now I can't erase you out of my mind
I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~) I laughed a lot because of you (Because of you) I believed in the love because of you (Wooh boy~) I’ve lost everything because of you I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely The world without you has Chewed out my heart Stomped on my dignity Torn apart my heart So why did you leave me behind?
It also rained on that day You’ve stared at me wordlessly You’ve stared at nothing else but me Those trembling gazes, And the awkwardly forced smile Speaks of our separation.
I regret giving you my love I regret getting attached to you I regret holding you back Why do I have to face the pain alone? I regret giving you my love I regret getting attached to you I regret holding you back Why do I have to face the pain alone?
You’ve told me to leave And the moment leave You treat me as if I’m insane It’s just too hard (boy slow down) Then I cry silently and wordlessly Cause I want to stay next to you My love is true, wanna go back to when I was with you
I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~) I laughed a lot because of you (Because of you) I believed in the love because of you (Wooh boy~) I’ve lost everything because of you I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely The world without you has Chewed out my heart Stomped on my dignity Torn apart my heart So why did you leave me behind?
I miss you… I need you… Even in my dreams I’m with you.. I miss you… I need you… Rewind back the time I wanna kiss you again ma boy… My heart aches It’s too much to bear And where are you? (I cried a lot) Can’t live without you Please come back to me And stay with me
I cried a lot because of you (Yeah~) I laughed a lot because of you (I laughed a lot~) I believed in the love because of you (Oooh-Yeah~) I’ve lost everything because of you (Because of you~) I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely The world without you has Chewed out my heart Stomped on my dignity Torn apart my heart So why did you leave me behind?
Weeeeeeee can't wait for the full song of Lollipop 2 to be released ^^ Screw english and amaths. -_- Okay erm im so agitated right now haha. AHHHH downloaded a bunch of kpop musicccccccccccccccc FTW \m/\m/. Weeee can't wait for Hello Baby ep 6 + Star Avenue 6! MY SUNZIYOU <3 Hahahaha. After 1 week being deprived of not able to fangirl. At least i can take a breather now. MY SHOWS!!! Amaths and cgeog LEFT! FIGHTING!!!!!~~~ ^_^ k shall go fangirling byez~
Ehehehehhehe $_$ finally i see the shining light. ^_^ Errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrz. LTNS peoplezzzzz. Hahahahaha. CNY was pretty awesome (except for the lesser $ + super late night visitings) I miss hanging out w cozzies + relatives for family gathering. POKER MAHJONG POKER MAHJONG AHAHAHA.
Sunday was first day, went to both grandparents' houses. Thn er went to Aunt amelia's house. AWESOME SH!TZ. 47th floor (new house) ohmygawd i love the landscape. went to the 50th floor sky garden omg i luv it. +++took loads of photos shall post them below. Teehehehe. Windy + pretty sun + nice landscape + nice man-made landscape + everything. Except that the house is a little squeezy but its cozy so who cares ^_^ Thn went to Aunt Theresa's house. Stayed overnight. Woke, slept, woke, slept from 3am-7am on the sofa. Crap shitz. All 4 of us (olivia, justin + my bro) squeezing in 1 sofa. AWESOME -_- Thn went home slept till 1pm. i became nocturnal then.
Mon woke up alrd thn slack at home for the whole day thn went visiting at 9PM. DONT SEE WRONGLY IS 9PM. START VISITING. Super awesome man -_- I was so shagged. Played poker w 4 cousins + my bro from 10-2. super crazy. 2 cousins went home so left 4 of us. Too shagged slept on sofa again. 4am woke up (only 2 hours of slp) thn go home. after that went home slpt till 12.
Tues last day of no school so 12 woke up alrd thn used comp till 1, bathed, eizmom came to my house coz everyone went to granny's house. after that we ate lunch in my house alrd set off to mrsyong's house ^_^ cabbed there hehe. reached @ about 3pm i guess. was kinda lost coz we didnt knw exactly where did she stay -_- super awesome not. thn all of us (about 15 or so) went visiting @ mrsyong's house. exchanged oranges and such, thn played w ethan :) super adorableeeeeeeeeeee! Thn played big2 with xy, dzul and shenghock. Hahahaha. Thn trained home at 5 with the whole group :) Thats all.
Screw the 5 tests that i did for the week. I didnt even do any single revision. Awesome not. I dont care. And common tests should more likely be even more screwed coz of the 3rd family gathering on the 7th day aka renri. shit it. -_- ARRRGGGGGHHFFF. Now i know how fortunate justin olivia mackellen anna vanessa and my bro are :( practically all my cousins finally break free from o's except me and javier T^T So sad. its gna be my turn to get my freedom soon :( k random shit and my post is so long about cny hehe. got my $_$ and i want to go shopping w weng soon!!! MY LONG AWAITED HEADSET!!! WAIT FOR ME OKEH ^_^ pictures below. (you'll finally get to see my narcissism. ^^") kthxbyefornow :)
Happy Valentine's and Lunar New Year! ♥ Can't wait for all the KACHINGZ($$$) to roll in fast manz. Thanks to anisah, seri, eizmom, xw, xy for the VGifts! :) Love you guys much, xoxo. ^^ Shall catch Hello Baby + Star Avenue now :) Itchy hands to get more accessories :/ Aigoo. D:::: kthxbye.
Cotton on spree with mum on saturday. Had reunion dinner + usual routine @ paternal grand parents' house. Last test till the aftermath of CNY. Chemistry go! Satisfied with phy, his and SS tests marks. ^^ Dread to get Amaths back. Confirm fail. -_- Ok shall go do Coregeog + Chem hwks soon. Super tired ~_~ Can't wait for after school tmr. Teehehe. :D
I can imagine a tiring weekend ahead. Screw the pile of homework that I have now. Going shopping tmr with mummy i guess. CNY's coming and I'm not into the ~mood~ yet. -_- Screw what I'm feeling now coz' I don't know + I don't like it. Okay and screw youtube! SHINee's Hello Baby Ep. 3 is not eng subbed yet -_- Bye people love/miss me. Can't wait for outing nxt fri :)
Omg not sure whether I'm going for SHINee's fansign on sunday!! Hope eizmom can make it + mum's positive mood (SUPER IMPT). LOL. Must gooooooo! ~FAN-SCREAM~ Oh i just got off the rollercoaster ride ftm coz of an exception. Anyway why would you loyal readers want to read my blog with all the fan-girling stuffs. HAHAHA. BIG SHOW CONCERT STARTS TODAY + SHINEE IS IN SINGAPORE!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~banana dance~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Shall start doing hwk tmr + studying for core geog test which happens next wed. GERALDINE FIGHTING!!! ~^^~ Omg im going kpop frenzy. ~_~ I love SHINee and Big Bang for as long as i live. :) *swears* HAHAHA.
Omg hi people. Its been about 2 weeks since i posted. (Due to homo's request i decided to revive it for this moment ONLY.) LOL. And as usual, with the ~fangirl-ing mood~ on. :)
First things first. Screw amaths today (~_~ i know you know so yeah.) LOL. Okay these few weeks was just usual routines + a little more of mugging. Trying hard to struggle for sec 4 syllabus. Hope to master my subjs well -_-
Just allkpop-ed and realised that there is tons of news about BIG BAAAAANG. :) Omg the tix to their concert tour in Japan is alrdy sold out like wtf gazillion long time ago. Super awesumz. Can't wait to see the fancams!!!! (Like when will they come to SG :() And and their BIG SHOW in korea is in 3 days time!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH LOOOOL. Daesung's Cotton Candy's released! The song is rather happy just like how it blends in his personality :) So adorablez. :D AHHHHHH CANT WAIT FOR MORE BIGBANGBIGBANGBIGBANG. ^^
Gna start mugging for upcoming humans tests -_- Just screwed amaths so shan't screw any more further! *strikes determined face*
K shall stop here and start watching hp + more news on big bang kthxbye.
Friday, January 15, 2010
(Y)(Y)(Y)
Reality check.
I barely survived these 2 weeks of school. I think I'm honestly gonna faint soon. Oh shit and now im having the about-to-be-having-a-fever-soon-followed-by-a-month-of-coughing-that-will-kill-my-throat feeling now. ._. *prays extremely hard that feeling will go off like, right now* Enough of that. -_-
I freaking can't wait for Big bang's BIG SHOW concert on 26-28Jan oh god :) Can't wait for fancams and photos etc. Weeee. I hate iris's ending, period. -_- I cried buckets. It's really a tragedy <:((( Gaaaaaaaaaah I hate the sick feeling im having now :( Can anyone just relief me from this stupid shit feeling? ARGH T^T Shall stop ranting on and on. Gonna do some fan-girling or else there won't be anymore time to do so. -_-
FMLFMLFML!!! <:(
P.S: G-dragon's butterfly MV+song+everything about it is fucking awesome. Im getting addicted to the song. And the person. And Big Bang. My cuties heheheh. AIGOoOoO~ :)
P.S.S: To loyal readers: Please love me for updating my blog at least you guys have something to see eh? LOL. Kidding~ :):):) Don't miss me HAHAHA.
Saturday went to TP open house. Met many people, seen many courses. Still not really sure what's my choice :/ Well well, see how it goes. Hm sunday went to grandma's house w/o phone. Gladly i don't feel the desperate need for my phone HAHA. Hm monday blues today. Seen the expressions of the graduated students. Totally like a rollercoaster ride, awesome not. Watched thxm final episode. Ending was RETARDED LOL. But overall an awesome show yep. Hehe. Huiqi + Yuyi = EXTREME CUTENESS. ^-^ Okay shall stop here. Bbbai people. :)
Let me stress: BIG BANG's songs never fail to make my day :) I hate first/second day of school, i dread school, I MISS THE FUCKING HOLIDAYS. -_- On a positive note: Schooling with Anisah, Seri and Valerie brightens up my mood somehow or rather. I miss all the crapping and stuff. Teeheehee ~_~ ^-^
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I really gotta start all the plannings, revisions/studying out/mug sh!t for O's. I have to focus! FOCUSED MINDSET. GERALDINE YOU CAN DO IT! Must not live in self-denial. (tsktsk) Hahahah. Last year in damai, AWESOME OR WHAT. ^-^! Can't wait to leave the school, tbh. HAHAHA. Except missing all my beloved(s) :/ Well keep in touch will do wonders anyway. Heheheh. Okay shall stop here right now. Did amaths ystd till 11, (awesome or what ^-^) but only finished TYS halfway -_- So i have to recharge my happy meter --- By watching xingguang6/thxm/hptx like right now. ^-^ K bye all luv u guys. xoxo. <:
Happy advanced 2010. :) OoOoOo 2009's finally ending. Will be mia-ing from this post onwards luv u guys. Continue tagging @ my tagboard teehee. Will reply as always. ^-^ Aw upset that SBS Gayo only has GDYB. :( I miss baby, -binges- :'( Can't wait for KBS Gayo. There's BB definitely :) K bye all. Don't miss me. :P
I have nothing else to say about this christmas but: This is a kicking-ass hot picture for you guys :) BIG BANG HWAITING!!! Can't wait for their 2010 concert yipeez.
An nyoung ha se yo! ^-^ Postponed hwk-ing session w eizmom and hae3 till nxt wk. I haven go for my retail for like abt 3 weeks? Going insane alrdy. Cityhall + 313 + bugis AHHHHHH. :( Should i get a new schoolbag? :l Hm w/e. I have only completed a damn emaths bklet 1. The rest untouched. Awesome pawsomez. (Y)(Y)(Y) -_-''' I'VE BEEN FANGIRLING FOR THE PAST 2 WEEKS WODEMA! LOL. When is Big Bang coming to SG? I wna gooo ~ D: -unable to turn off fangirl mode- T^T Big bang-Big bang-Big bang-Big bang-Big bang! ♥♥♥ Arghhhhhz. I love my V.I and GD! ♥_♥ Smile die- :) k shall stop here byebye. Have a merry christmas eve. -_- I bet my christmas is gna be an 'AWESOME' one. ._.' ♥ u guys, an nyoung!! :)
P.S: BIG BANG FIGHTING!!!! ♥♥♥ Maknae 승리 이승현 (V.I/Seungri), Oppa 권지용 (G-Dragon/Jiyong) HWAITING!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Watched Intimate Note w Big Bang till i cried. Totally lost my mind. ROFL. Fangirl-ing mad me insane -_- Enjoy the show! (Giving only part 1 ep 1 continue yrself :D)
Buying my schlbooks after like.. donkey years? Hahaha. Ttfn~ xoxo---
Friday, December 18, 2009
WARNING: FANGIRL-ING STUFFS AHEAD. YOU CAN CHOOSE NOT TO READ AFTER THIS SENTENCE ^-^ - - - LEE SEUNGHYUN (V.I) I LOVE YOU! HAHAHAHAHA. Omg i just watched family outing. Seungri and Hyun Joong. LOOOOL. Seungri adorableeeeee keep falling HAHA <3 :D His signature seal clapping HAHAHAHA omgz!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥ THESE ARE MUST-WATCH! LOL Im laughing like a fool nao ^-^
OMG TOTALLY JOKE. HYUNJOONG STEPPED ON SHIT LOL (BELOW)
What a cute family eating :D
Continue the nxt ep pple. Seungri is mineeeeeeee LOL! Staying @ home youtubing. \m/\m/ B I G to the BANG BANG! BIG BANG HWAITING! ^-^ ♥ ♥♥♥ 승리 이승현 (V.I)!
Ystd was girls-day-out w eizmom :D Met her @ about 11.30, head off to bugis. Went shopping @ junction, street, iluma :) Shop eat shop eat hahaha :D Finally found my small backpack + black vest. Motivation to slim downnnnnn :D Art exhibitions @ iluma was awesome pawsomez. :D Pictures below ! --- Went to hospital tday. Waited @ some weird clinic. The doctors there are so young o_o Thn did the injection :( Lucky not pain @ all haha. Every 3 weeks leh! Argh -_- Thn home-ed and watched Idol World!! OMFG BIG BANG AWESOMEZZZZZZZZZZZ xINFINITY :D I luv Seungri, Victory! xoxo :D k shall stop here buaiix.
Hi people. Ystd was homework time w weng and eizmom. Finally stopped the procrastination and did my emaths :) Heheheh. Camwhored a little, shall post them another day. --- Updated blog playlist. Finally into kpop HAHA. (homo like finally LOL) I love Seungri, GD from BigBang!!!!! AHHH. And and Jonghyun, Taemin, Key from SHINee!! Super Junior songs are the love man. ^-^
Pictures!!!!!! (fangirl-ing hehehe)
Bigbang! ♥♥♥
Seungri GD! ♥♥♥ ^-^
Seungri!!
GD!!
SHINee!!! ^-^
Jonghyun Taemin!!
Jonghyun!!
Key!!
Taemin!!
xoxo thats all for today!! shall continue w maths ltr on! :)
