Friday, July 17, 2009

Absence makes the heart grows fonder

Sch's usual,
home-ed straight after school.
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Verge of breaking down.
Im really not sure whether im tired or im just hallucinating.
Can't stop the tears from falling once again I really hate this.
Im not sure whether why I am crying for,
I dont know whats in my mind.
I just keep thinking of flashbacks and everything.
No one can understand how im feeling like right now?
Stupid sickening stabs of pain.
Heart's so heavy and I cant get that load out.
Why am I always to see people happy
and genuine smiles on their faces but I simply dont?
Relieve of the pain is totally impossible.
I will move on i know i can but right now i dont.

FML.

Sick and tired of everything.
Everything's going wrong at the same time.

Sorry for ranting readers.

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