"Escapism." quoted by Tiffanie.

Yay SS and history is over ! :D
Left with Core Geography ~ (In terms of heavy content)
Okay to do list:
Memorize half of Core Geography's chapters.
Understand all Physics chapters.
Do many many practices for E and A.Maths.

Chemistry shall be done after the weekends I think. D:
Hmmmmm, hope for MYE to end quickly.
Tired of memorizing and stuffs.
Need to clear my mind off SS and history to start on Core Geography!
Lets work hard together! :D

{/editted}
Omg so fking pissed off w you stupid idiot.
So what if you're in a better school than me?
So what if you take triple sciences and I don't?
SO what if you're rich?
Watch your words when you speak to me.
Disgusting arrogant snob.
Talk to your friends and pretend that I'm invisible.
Treating me as your dog or what.
I'm enough of you and your stupid false pretence.
Arghfjfhkdjgfldkfsl.
Irritating bitch.
Stop flaunting your craps and being so stuck up pls?
To think that I've treated you as a best friend.
Go fly kite la.

Bad people won't come to a good end.

School's usual.
Oh-m-gee exams are starting in 2 days' time.
Can you believe it or not?
Bloodyhell I haven studied history after speaking.
Hmmmmmmm, me gtg study alr kk thx bye ! (:


Tsk.
What a snob you are.
B!tch you better watch out.
Watch your words.
I hate rich people who are snobs and especially you. _l_

Smile, and move ahead.

Yay people.
I started mugging like only today.
History is sooooooo heavy-content.
Wordy, wriggles and doodles all over in my head.
Well well ;o
Okay nvms.
I need to de-stress right now. Idk what to do.
Hmmmmmmmm, may be watching red star awards later (?)
Hahaha k i know this is lame.
Cya poops. School's starting in 15 hours time. D:::

Disputes over trival matters. Is it worth it?

Hmmmm.
This is seriously out-of-hand.
Well, nothing to comment about.
Okay lalala, I seriously dont have the exam mood right now.
I don't have the urge to study thou I see many of my classmates mugging right now.
Something's wrong with me. I've got to do something D:
Okay me right now playing Restaurant City. Funfunfun ! :)
Me can't wait for exams to be over so that I can go shopping w cliques. :D

Hmmm,
I don't know whether you're referring to who but I hope you guys won't get upset over this.
Most importantly everybody should be happy and work hard together for MYE.
Study hard, play hard! 3E4'09 strive together! :D

I've never been this emotional before.

Hi people.
It's been a boring yet sleepy week this time yeah.
People's falling sick one by one and mostly are due to stress and such.
I've been beginning to fall back to my old ways.
Now I don't feel as happy as before truthfully.
I don't know why.
And when I see the bond between me and my cliques are fading far beyond my reach.
It's like the feeling of having friends is gone.
I know it would happen as we were already in seperated ways, leading our lifes but,
I still want to believe that there is such thing existing... "Friends Forever."

Okay I'm really sorry for typing these craps out.
You guys shouldn't read my blog at all. I might as well just close it down..
I'm seriously tired and I don't speak often in class anymore.
I don't know what I'm thinking but I just feel that I need peace and serenity,
somehow or rather..

I want my life back as a teenage with friends and being happy once again.
Could I achieve this dream once more?
Being ignorant and oblivious.
This is what it meant.
You're transparent and invisible to this harsh reality. This cruel and painful world.
THIS OBLIVIOUS WORLD!


Why I see many of my friends breaking down but I'm not? Or is it existing but not in the reality but deep down in my heart? Isn't it more painful to hide all this stupid and painful feelings right deep down in my heart than just venting and letting all of them out? But I can't do it, tears just wouldn't come out and I know i can be strong... or is it not true? I want all this stupid things to end now, now, NOW!!

Dying of exhaustion.

Hi people.
As promised, posted overdued pics.
Outing last saturday to T1 w Junyi's.
Okay im super unhappy ystd abt napfa.
Failed 5 stations just bcoz of pull ups.
I'm super damn fed up then.
Feeling better now, I think.
Okay whatever..
I realised that im carrying too heavy emotional baggages.
I can't seem to lighten them.
I dont know why I see people that are able to just vent it all out.
And all I could do was to stare blankly into space.
People have emotions, dont they?
But why do i feel emotionless?
I dont cry and laugh as much as I do so anymore.
Im lost. Wait, limme correct my sentence. I think i feel lost.
Omg i dont know. I feel like someone who is blindfolded, losing sense of directions.
Someone who just hope for time to pass by and waiting for death.
Perhaps so..

All I could think of when i look up into the blue sky ---- is you.

Hi people.
I rate today as 8/10.
Went to grandma's house together with my aunt who slept over last night. :)
Entertained my grandma, played mahjong.
It's so damn funny.
She 'zhahu'-ed almost twice.
Got $$$ if we played real. :/
Well, then went home after that.
Bought teenage and i fell in luv with those bags and pouches.
I need to save more money for my bags, primos and shorts plz. ):

P.S: Will post about outing w Junyi on saturday soon when i get the pixs. :D
P.S.S: Napfa 5 stations on tues, i'm dreading it. :/ :/
Luvvvvv everyone. <3

Cry your heart out
And scream it all out
Just get it all out off you
All you need right now is to vent them all out

Believe it or not, its up to you.
Things dont seem to go my way
and i dont give a damn. _l_

10 years down the road, I want myself to change totally.

Hello people.
Boredness.
As usual, fridays are boring.
Family always not at home,
friends have CCA and tuition.
Boooohooooo (x89346781230)
Okay whatever.
Changed blogskin, happyhappy. :)
I want to study but i dont feel like.
Okay sorry im contradicting but,
Isnt this quite true for most of us? (insert Lol-faces.)
Okay dude man i've got to start on hwk and revision.
Go Geraldine, few weeks to go and then you're free. >;D
Kay. I want to go shopping tmr.
Wong Junyi, you better be free. >;o
I want to watch 17 Again! Anyone? ^.^

I apologise for posting so many emo posts.
I just cant help it..

Daydreaming is becoming a habit.
Bus trips from school to home seems to make me too emotional.

I try to forget you but i can't. I hate hate hate it!

You, you, always you.

Hello loves !
Im back. Hahaha.
Sorry for not updating weeeeeeeeeeks.
Tests been going on. Studied and studied. >_<
Midyears' coming in 2 weeks time.
I have to study right now, right now!
I have a long shopping list that is awaiting fr me. ;o
Fareast, T1, anyone?
I want to shoppppppppppppp. (Tsk)
EEEEEEEEEEEEE. (!!!)
K tired. Shall talk more in the upcoming posts :)
Cya and bye luvs. :D

What do you want me to do?
Can you say something if you need/want to?
You really look like you've something to tell me but you aren't.
I dont want it to happen again and you're doing this to me..
Im sick and tired of this.
Blasting music was meant to soothe my mood and yet its toturing me now and then.
Why do I always listen to songs that always reminds me of you.
Its too tiring and painful.
I want all this to end...

I hope someday, somehow and somewhat my wish could eventually come true.
And I know its like stars falling down to earth, its just too unreachable, too impossible.

I couldn't speak but really wish someone some where would understand.

Hiiiiiiiiii.
Its been long since i updated.
Lessons boring as usual,
got back chinese paper and was shocked but darn happy :)
Tskkkkkkk. Xuewei and Tiff mmy will know already :D
Well after school went fr lunch w them at ep.
Took IC photos at booth cos the school's one is so horrible.
It's better than the previous one now but it still looks damn weird to me.
Hope they'll accept it cos i think my fringe is not above eyebrow, heh.
Well i want to change my hairstyle soooooooooooooon? D:
Hmmmmm shall pet society soon and have to study for upcoming tests. :)
Ciaos poopseys! B)

You wouldn't know how pain and horrible deep down in my heart is feeling,
and all I need right now is your smile and not ignorance from you.
Just a smile can just get rid of that thorn thats killing my heart right now.
All i hope is for someone some where who will save me from these painsakes...

It hurts so much that im numb to it, it hurts so badly for you not to know how much i need you..

Hmmmmmmm.
Sports day ystd.
Winners third which is the 2nd last.
Mwahahahaha. Damn stuffy and warm at the stadium.
Sat down and started blasting music.
Heard 98.7 playing in the stadium.
Insomnia makes me think of alot of things.
I've been wondering and pondering these days. I know im crazy.
After sports day when to TM w Tiffanie mmy :D
Shopped ard and went crazy because i wanted to buy loads of stuffs.
I want two handbags, one crumpler and one bucket bag!
Oh man i want that watch at the pushcart stall. Im gna buy it tmr idontcare. :D
New shop w tht handbag i wanteddddddddd ! Nyahahahaha.
But i cant splurge so much nowadays. I've gotta save for rainy days ):
Okay Geraldine has to save her money from now on.
No more shopping and buying after the last watch. ):
Anybody thinks that i should change my hairstyle?
Hmmmmm but i haven leave my hair the length i wanted yet so im not going to cut. :)
Sigh..... Had core geog test today and i definitely screwed it like hell.
Damn so pissed w it. Gaaaaaaaaaaaah.
Today is a damn particular friday which stinks D:
Wellwell....
After school bus-ed home and now im posting here for you readers to see. :)
See im so good. Hahahaha.
Okay off to pet society!
Tmr's meet-the-parents, and i wonder what Mr Tay will say to my mum. .__________.''
Thats all fr today! Tatas.