I... still... can't... get over you I never forget... Boy I never forget.... boy
Can't remember how many years it has been since we broke up But I cry every time when I think about you Why I’m so eager to see you today? The sound of rain droplets leaves my heart shaken up.
I regret giving you my love I regret getting attached to you I regret holding you back Why do I have to face the pain alone? I regret giving you my love I regret getting attached to you I regret holding you back Why do I have to face the pain alone?
I tried to be your only girl And did you ever understood my heart? Now it became the compass Of broken love Tears are flowing down And soaks the dry lips Oh what should I do, Now I can't erase you out of my mind
I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~) I laughed a lot because of you (Because of you) I believed in the love because of you (Wooh boy~) I’ve lost everything because of you I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely The world without you has Chewed out my heart Stomped on my dignity Torn apart my heart So why did you leave me behind?
It also rained on that day You’ve stared at me wordlessly You’ve stared at nothing else but me Those trembling gazes, And the awkwardly forced smile Speaks of our separation.
I regret giving you my love I regret getting attached to you I regret holding you back Why do I have to face the pain alone? I regret giving you my love I regret getting attached to you I regret holding you back Why do I have to face the pain alone?
You’ve told me to leave And the moment leave You treat me as if I’m insane It’s just too hard (boy slow down) Then I cry silently and wordlessly Cause I want to stay next to you My love is true, wanna go back to when I was with you
I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~) I laughed a lot because of you (Because of you) I believed in the love because of you (Wooh boy~) I’ve lost everything because of you I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely The world without you has Chewed out my heart Stomped on my dignity Torn apart my heart So why did you leave me behind?
I miss you… I need you… Even in my dreams I’m with you.. I miss you… I need you… Rewind back the time I wanna kiss you again ma boy… My heart aches It’s too much to bear And where are you? (I cried a lot) Can’t live without you Please come back to me And stay with me
I cried a lot because of you (Yeah~) I laughed a lot because of you (I laughed a lot~) I believed in the love because of you (Oooh-Yeah~) I’ve lost everything because of you (Because of you~) I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely The world without you has Chewed out my heart Stomped on my dignity Torn apart my heart So why did you leave me behind?
Weeeeeeee can't wait for the full song of Lollipop 2 to be released ^^ Screw english and amaths. -_- Okay erm im so agitated right now haha. AHHHH downloaded a bunch of kpop musicccccccccccccccc FTW \m/\m/. Weeee can't wait for Hello Baby ep 6 + Star Avenue 6! MY SUNZIYOU <3 Hahahaha. After 1 week being deprived of not able to fangirl. At least i can take a breather now. MY SHOWS!!! Amaths and cgeog LEFT! FIGHTING!!!!!~~~ ^_^ k shall go fangirling byez~
Ehehehehhehe $_$ finally i see the shining light. ^_^ Errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrz. LTNS peoplezzzzz. Hahahahaha. CNY was pretty awesome (except for the lesser $ + super late night visitings) I miss hanging out w cozzies + relatives for family gathering. POKER MAHJONG POKER MAHJONG AHAHAHA.
Sunday was first day, went to both grandparents' houses. Thn er went to Aunt amelia's house. AWESOME SH!TZ. 47th floor (new house) ohmygawd i love the landscape. went to the 50th floor sky garden omg i luv it. +++took loads of photos shall post them below. Teehehehe. Windy + pretty sun + nice landscape + nice man-made landscape + everything. Except that the house is a little squeezy but its cozy so who cares ^_^ Thn went to Aunt Theresa's house. Stayed overnight. Woke, slept, woke, slept from 3am-7am on the sofa. Crap shitz. All 4 of us (olivia, justin + my bro) squeezing in 1 sofa. AWESOME -_- Thn went home slept till 1pm. i became nocturnal then.
Mon woke up alrd thn slack at home for the whole day thn went visiting at 9PM. DONT SEE WRONGLY IS 9PM. START VISITING. Super awesome man -_- I was so shagged. Played poker w 4 cousins + my bro from 10-2. super crazy. 2 cousins went home so left 4 of us. Too shagged slept on sofa again. 4am woke up (only 2 hours of slp) thn go home. after that went home slpt till 12.
Tues last day of no school so 12 woke up alrd thn used comp till 1, bathed, eizmom came to my house coz everyone went to granny's house. after that we ate lunch in my house alrd set off to mrsyong's house ^_^ cabbed there hehe. reached @ about 3pm i guess. was kinda lost coz we didnt knw exactly where did she stay -_- super awesome not. thn all of us (about 15 or so) went visiting @ mrsyong's house. exchanged oranges and such, thn played w ethan :) super adorableeeeeeeeeeee! Thn played big2 with xy, dzul and shenghock. Hahahaha. Thn trained home at 5 with the whole group :) Thats all.
Screw the 5 tests that i did for the week. I didnt even do any single revision. Awesome not. I dont care. And common tests should more likely be even more screwed coz of the 3rd family gathering on the 7th day aka renri. shit it. -_- ARRRGGGGGHHFFF. Now i know how fortunate justin olivia mackellen anna vanessa and my bro are :( practically all my cousins finally break free from o's except me and javier T^T So sad. its gna be my turn to get my freedom soon :( k random shit and my post is so long about cny hehe. got my $_$ and i want to go shopping w weng soon!!! MY LONG AWAITED HEADSET!!! WAIT FOR ME OKEH ^_^ pictures below. (you'll finally get to see my narcissism. ^^") kthxbyefornow :)
Happy Valentine's and Lunar New Year! ♥ Can't wait for all the KACHINGZ($$$) to roll in fast manz. Thanks to anisah, seri, eizmom, xw, xy for the VGifts! :) Love you guys much, xoxo. ^^ Shall catch Hello Baby + Star Avenue now :) Itchy hands to get more accessories :/ Aigoo. D:::: kthxbye.
Cotton on spree with mum on saturday. Had reunion dinner + usual routine @ paternal grand parents' house. Last test till the aftermath of CNY. Chemistry go! Satisfied with phy, his and SS tests marks. ^^ Dread to get Amaths back. Confirm fail. -_- Ok shall go do Coregeog + Chem hwks soon. Super tired ~_~ Can't wait for after school tmr. Teehehe. :D
I can imagine a tiring weekend ahead. Screw the pile of homework that I have now. Going shopping tmr with mummy i guess. CNY's coming and I'm not into the ~mood~ yet. -_- Screw what I'm feeling now coz' I don't know + I don't like it. Okay and screw youtube! SHINee's Hello Baby Ep. 3 is not eng subbed yet -_- Bye people love/miss me. Can't wait for outing nxt fri :)
