(theredscity)

Schl's a bore on thursday. Extended prog for 2 wks, which counts next week when everyone is partying that the hols begins. -o-'' Yeah right and we've got to mug for the upcoming O's nxt year. No slacking, period. I need a wake up call, seriously.
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Friday was a bad hair day. After schl had lunch @ home w eizmom and chitchattings, teevee and stuff. Left house @ 4, went over to petal mac w geek, weng and twin for dinner before gng to schl. Had to do duty for meet-the-parents sessions. So glad that mum didn't go. ^-^" I wouldn't imagine the humongous amounts of naggings from her after the principal talk. ._. Stuck @ the control room for about 3 hours or so. Had a 'good' (i cant imagine i said this) debrief and its so-awkward-that-i-might-have-a-nightmare!! Period. Hm walked to bus stop w weng, she boarded the bus and I was alone waiting at 9pm? And guess what. I was so dreamy that I fell when boarding the bus. So embarrassing like wtf. Idk what was I thinking of when I was walking. Goddamnit.
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And today? Morning went out w family settle some stuffs, had branch, home-ed alone cos mum went to granny's house and bro went out w friends. And guess what? I stepped into the room and stepped onto a cockroach. BAREFOOTED. YOU HEAR ME? OMG. I FKING SCREAMED BUT NO ONE WAS AT HOME. YA YA. -o-' tried using newspaper to smash it. I thought i succeeded so i went to on the computer. (Note: the cockroach was infront of the comp on the floor)
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10 mins ltr the fking cockroach crawled out from the stack of newspapers. YA RIGHT. IT DIDNT DIE AFTER ALL. And thn it crawled to dk where and right now i guess its still alive crawling. I dont give a shit abt it LOL. Stupid epic fail of killing cockroaches. ARGH. :( Sorry for this long post about a damn cockroach ya so i shall stop here. kthxbye.
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P.S: Geek! Cheer up alrights? Take care and stay strong! Luv u. xoxo. :)
P.S.S: Gna watch ziyou right now. OMG IM WATCHING IT NOW WHICH IS LIKE SO SLOW. IM SORRY MY YOUYOU! I LOVE YOU DONT BE ANGRY WITH ME ALRIGHT. LOL KIDDING. Yeah this is what fangirl-ing stuffs girls do. Lost in vivid imagination (sounds familiar?) Yeah!! Teeheexzxzx. ^-^""

Two is better than one

Hi people. Its been quite a hectic week. ^-^" Weekends was alright, sat was a stay-at-home day and sun was a usual routine to grandma's house. Hm mon and tues was the start of extended prog, normal lessons as usual. God chinese lessons were ridiculous. Cheena teacher teaching us oh god. -faint- Have been starting to play habbo after mia-ing for a year or so. angel5566! ^-^ Teeheex. Habbo is fun. BWAHAHA. Hm playing it with eizmom and al. :P
---Alright, today's dragonboating was AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEE! Our team ftw! \m/\m/ ONE TAY UP! TWO TAY UP! THREE TAY UP! -LDP. XD We didnt get rashes, fried skins or whatsoever. Raining so what? The weather was alright within mins. Woohoo. I luv dragonboating HAHAHA. Got wet from head to toe. E3's 20 pax boat vs our all-girls 10 pax boat. Splashed us like nobody's business oh god but who cares. I luv water. Water luvs me. :P
---Realised that I have no money management :( I want to buy more bags! Total fetish-y. Oh and my black primos. :( Shall save more $$$ soon!!! :P Teeheex. And also on a heavier note: Have been losing contact with many ppl. MUST KEEP IN TOUCH MY BELOVEDS. Tag @ my blog whoever's reading this BWAHAHA. :P My para is so looooooooong. Teeheex. kshallgonaobb. (waves)

I really have no idea why would you seem so unfamiliar, as though I didn't knew you at the first place at all. Is it a little of a misunderstanding or was it an unsure, pretentious oblivion on your part. Wanted to understand but perhaps I shouldn't ---

credits: (icanread)

Hi peopleeee! Went shopping w eizmom and eunice jie today. Bought my topshop tote heheex. Had fun crapping and camwhoring. Catch up with old times haha. :) Went around searching for _________. LOL. Walked around till legs turned jelly. Home-ed @ 5. ^-^ WATCHED ZIYOU TODAY ZOMG CANT WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK'S PERFORMANCE!!!! Yoga singing with Anthony and my ziyou is singing with Aska! Omfg srsly. Cant wait <3333 okay shall stop here byebye ^-^

Felt that everything was supposed to be fine, with a false front on contrary

Broken-Hearted Girl - Beyonce

You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could have been
But still, you live inside of me, so tell me how is that?
You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you're the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
'Cause I can't erase
The times that you hurt me and put tears on my face
And even now, while I hate you, it pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you, babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

There's something that I feel I need to say
But up til' now I've always been afraid that you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out

You say you've got the most respect for me
But, sometimes I feel you're not deserving of me
And still, you're in my heart
But you're the only one
And yes, there are times when I hate you, but I don't complain
'Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
Oh, but now I don't hate you
I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you, babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid, my broken heart is free to spread my wings and fly away, away with you....

I don't wanna be without my baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without my baby
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

The whispering before we sleep, just one more thing that you can't keep

credits: (collapsingnight)

Hi earthlings. Im bored. Back from all the exhaustion. Had x-country today. Walked w weng and eizmom all the way. Blasting music and chitchattings. Hahaha. Met with many people along the way, funny. Anyway, past two days was script-checking etc. As usual I WAS daunted by THOSE setbacks again. But told myself to pick up from where I fall so right now I have to, I can, I will, and I definitely must go on. Well thx for all the encouragement. Eizmom you can do it too yes luv! Haha :) Well tmr would be 2G's birthday bash I guess haha. Would be going. I was wondering if i should do some serious retail therapy to heal these scrapy wounds HAHA. :P Hm i shall consider soon hehe. Anyone wants to join me? ^-^ K shall stop right here. Hm weng, twin and eizmom came my house today. Currently addicted to the song Live Like We're Dying - Kris Allen. Ziyou tmr as usual luv him yay. Photos for xcountry today below. Enjoy! ^-^ Kthxbye. :)

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you

credits: (collapsingnight)

Went shopping with weng and geek today. :) Had loads of fun. Got my bag from bugis street and noteybook from artbox happyhappy. Shall go for more shopping but online would be better heez. Getting my 50 bux tmr! Supreme happiness. Shopaholic yes I am. Heheheh. So today was: Bugis junction>lunch @ food junction>meet with ally & others thn went seperate ways>bugis street>train to tampines>T1>Frolick>Trained to home sweet home.
Shall stop right here. Doomsday tmr. Don't want to, never ever want to, and definitely can't imagine how devastated I can ever be tmr. *sigh* Pictures below!! --- Ttfn. :)






xoxo,

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colours

credits: (brightblinds)
Happy belated birthdays! Almost forgotten to wish the october babies. Olivia couz & Junhao frog! :D Went out w family today to celebrate frog's belated bdae. :) Bedok inter>lib>bus ride to PP>astons>geek's house>eizmom's house>bash frog @ eizmom's house downstairs field>home. Had real loads of fun. Camwhored loads and loads. Photos below. Bus ride home by the window seat made me think alot. Got back my moodswing right now it sux. And anyway, bon voyage eugene!! Have fun in thailand but come back soon! Hahaha he won't see this anyway. O: Current addicted to my chinese romance novels. Surreal but addictive. :P Ok shall stop right here. Photos below! Enjoy! ^-^ (sorry you cant kope the photos heheh.)










See my face colour contrast btwn the two of them ): I h8 my red face!! D: But i luv the green grass and pretty blue sky there. Teehehe. Anyway, sunziyou tonight! Can't wait. (jumps) Ttfn! ;)

Significance is the beauty within

credits: (brightblinds)

EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!!!

Astons for lunch, ECP for birthday bash, + window shopping @ PP w (family) tmr. Can't wait!! Those going: eizmom, weng, geek, frog, donkey, dust. Heheheh. MCQ today was no-feeling-at-all. Yeah so, who gives a damn anyway. Exams are history for the year. ;) Anyhoo, can't wait for all the fun, real soon!! Except for extended programmes and getting back of results. *sigh* Shall not spoil my mood. Got to be glad that I got back my freedom hehe. Getting my 态度 tee soon!! Happyhappy. (smirks) Shall audi and conf l8r hehe kthxbye. (waves) ^-^

Clarity

credits: (brightblinds)

Hi people. One more to go! BWAHAHAHA. On a heavier note: Bound to fail Amaths and Sciences. Really wondering what would my mom's reaction be. Hmm.. Well no use brooding over it anyway. Found really cute icons and banners!! Splendid. More pictures in my posts soon. :)
Smilesmile. Hahaha. Shall start learing to post in long paragraphs, don't you think so? Gahz. Stupid. After my last paper tmr still have to do duty for graduation ceremony like wtf. Really hate that irritating kiwi. Wonder how he even exists. -rolls eyes- Okay I shall stop right here. Can't wait for retail shopping trips camwhoring craziness audi online 24/7 fun!! K bye. :D

Tattoo your name across my heart

I need some motivation for the last 2 days,
its running out fast.
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Slacking @ home.
I guess eizmom's taking her art paper.
Hahahaha. E1 finished their phy paper i guess?
Bday celebrations on 16th and 23rd.
Looking forward. :)
Im hungry naooooooooo.
Procrastinating mood is on. :(
Argh I want retail movies trips fun!!!!!
Super deprived. Anyway,,,
on the lighter note its just 2 more days.
Urgh. :/ I luv my blogskin right nao,
its pretty dont you think so? :)
Cant wait for friday I wna watch the last video!!
Hahahahha k shall go nao bb. :)

Teeny weeny tiny squinting eyes.

Oh god how I wish I could dig a huge hole and squeeze myself into it right now.
I've never felt so stupid in my entire life.
Stupid year stupid year stupid year.
WORST YEAR IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE.
Damn sh!t.
Spoils my mood whenever I'm thinking that right now its the year 2009.
And I miss my sunziyou so much that I can dream of him right now.
ZIYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU! T_T
*sigh*
Show's over. Life's a goner..

Shut off.

Depressed.
Deprived.
Trying very hard to escape in denial.

♥