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Bffs. <3

Hellowello peepooz. :)
I've been sneezing continuously tday,
am I getting cursed or what? ):
Today's lessons is hella 3 free periods + 1 Emaths test,
(inserts smiling face) :D
Emaths test was fairly okay,
Tho i think i will have loads of careless mistakes. :x
K home-ed after school.
God I have to prepare for 3 damn tests nxt wk.
++++ so much more hwks left undone.
Hmmmm I feel like going out someday but damn,
with these workloads how to? :/
K forget it, shall mug like a good kid :)
Luvs people, ttfn! :D

lost

Hi peoplez.
Schl's usual today.
PE had volleyball.
Kennedy was like a mad kid chasing for the ball.
The ball always come to me so high,
And just directly at whr im standing.
So how the hell am i able to hit it back? ._.
(inserts pissed off face)
Okay thn EL was boring as usual.
Emaths just did some qns on volume.
Recess was the time that i knew some unbelievable stuffs.
I don't believe it. Super dumbfounded.
But was damn pissed when I heard abt it srsly.
Hmm k nvmd abt that.
Thn had MT. Went to comp lab did the baozhang thingy.
Thn we had history. Did group work and chitchatted :)
Lastly was SS. Ms Jumilia didn't come,
so we did our assignment and some talkings too :)
After that went for CCA (inserts bored face)
Thn home-ed at 5.30 (:

Hella I wasn't even thinking that you guys actually did that.
Super disappointed and look into the mirror before critisizing people srsly.
Looking down at people and insulting people,
its totally not funny at all. Jokes sometimes get way out of hand.
Dont get guilty when u read this if u think u are one.
And everybody's not perfect.
Everyone has flaws right?
,,,

happiness

OMG I FEEL LIKE A HAPPY AND SATISFIED KID TODAY HUHU.
I passed my amaths test w/o studying for it!!
(LOL i sound bhb. ^^")
Andand super happy abt my chi paper 2.
But paper 1, (inserts sighing face) :/
It freaking pulled my marks down :(
And its always the paper 1's fault. Gaaaahz.
Nvms!! shall work harder for the next paper :)
Hmm morning bought eggs for eugene's bday bash LOL.
Thn normal lessons as usual and stuff.
Mr Tay didn't come today so we had 3 free periods :)
But did some wk but chatted more.
Inside jokes, and the damn EL paper made me laugh like !@#$%.
My stomach hurts thn, D:
But anisah seri and valerie nvr fail to make my day yeah :D
Everyone's bz w cca inter house tests and such and im still here slacking.
Zomg i have emaths test this friday.
Next week is hardcore week srsly,
Chemistry, Amaths and Core geog ohnoz.
I wonder if i can scrap thru these tests --
like those this week which is impossible i know.
Save me from stress please :(
Shall complete my SS/Amaths/Chem/Phy homework if i can today ._.
I wonder if i have the time to study for my upcoming tests anyway -.-
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
(inserts moody face -.-)
Okay bye peoplez. Hwk and studying and w/e time ~ :/

being happy or sad, they're all the same

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY,
STUPIDRABBITEUG!

May all your wishes come true and be more matured yi dian okay.
LOL.
Andand really hope you like the present.
Cos it caused me to laugh in a shop for very long like an idiot.
Okay w/e :F LOLOL.
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Hi people!
School's usual ystd and tday.
Sunday was a usual routine,
went granny's house till night. (inserts bored stiff face)
Okay today was a funny day.
I laughed at seri's and anisah's jokes,
it caused my stomach to hurt and i almost cried agn ._.
Okay monday was an embarrasing day,
shan't mention what happened ^^"
After schl tday went to bedok for lunch.
Went to the library and borrowed some books.
I feel like a super contented happy kid right now!
Finally have books to read yay. :)
Okay shall continue fb-ing and maybe do my hwk.
Gna be a good kid and conf w usuals hehe. :)
Ttfn luvs. :D

it lasts for a moment, left in the hearts forever

Love this picture alot, anyway all's taken by me btw. :D


Hello luvs.
Was suppose to go to my bro's schl and see him receive prize or smth,
but didnt go eventually. :/
So aunt and mum went & im alone at home yay (:
Okay im bored so went fb-ing and editting pics.
Looking at previous peekchures made me reminisce :/
Promised readers no more emotional stuffs so yeah.
K shall audi like mad ltr w xy and xw :) :)
Mission today:
To complete weekend homework by tonight!!! :)
Okay luv you readers buaix. :)

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Thats all luv u peeps. :D

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Hi people !
Schl's usual and my amaths test was, (speechless). :/
Okay nvms. I have loads of weekend hwk ohnoz ):
Hmm after schl went to tampines w xy, xw and mum.
Ate at macs and xy xw went off first,
thn went T1 shopping w mum.
Bought gifts and such. (im feel so broke)
Who cares anyway. :D
I didnt go for a shopping spree after all D:
Bought gifts instead, hahahaha.
Omg i cant believe i laughed till my stomach hurts in a shop today.
(inside joke, right mummy? LOLOL.)
Okay w/e.
Hmm heart-to-heart talks are zee best. W mum especially :)
Okay thts abt it. Ttfn peoplez. :D

take one step back and you'll notice

I miss my 14th birthday last yr, it was zee best. )':

No Surprise - Daughtry

I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that I've got it all down
And as I say it louder, I love how it sounds
Cause I'm not taking the easy way out
Not wrappin' this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

Chorus
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

It came out like a river once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldn't know how
Held onto it forever, just pushing it down
Felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

Chorus
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There's nothing here in this soul left to say

Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God knows we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
That's why this comes as no,
As no surprise

If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it's better than where we are now
But after going through this
It's easier to see the reason why

Chorus
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
(stayed till today)
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

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Omg i luv this song currently <3
Schl's usual today but i screwed my history test confirm 100% fail :)
Lols dont care alrdy cos I really no mood study ystd :/
Hmmm tday's PE was exceptionally boring,
nobody was willing to start the volleyball game D:
Hmm nvms.
After schl went fr lunch w mummy and weishan :)
After that home-ed at 4.
Now here i am :)
Shall start on my amaths hwk and studying for coordinate geo test tmr -.- (GG)
Conf-ing tday!!! :D :D
Okay shall stop here luv you readers. :)

Pictures for best damn outing on 160709 :)
(Fixed the damn blogger thingy in IE. Hahaha.)

Stupid error in blogger.
okay hi people,
sch's usual.
gna have PE and history test tmr ohnoz. :/
School's getting bad for me nowadays T_T
Hmm I should take a chill pill D:
Shall go and study for history test soon :)

Cant wait to go shopping w mum on fri.

Tired of schooooooooooool. D:

byebye peoplez. :D

its a matter of your true feelings

I had enough.
Dont take us for granted.
When you guys need someone to talk to,
we're always there to listen.
When you guys need someone to help,
we're always there for you all.
When you guys are bored/restless,
we're always there to entertain you all.
When you guys enjoy the happiest moments of your lifes, you wouldn't even think of us, not even the slightest.
When you guys always say something, it doesnt even have a slight sense of sincerity.
Tolerating, enduring, forgetting.
Does it work? Not at all.
It just makes us feel even worser,
and yet you guys still dont understand anything at all.
Saying us making a big fuss/picky/sensitive, but we're a bunch of close friends always together BEFORE.
Now?
Not even a slightest piece of shit.
Dont take us for granted.
Enough is enough srsly.
Im getting sick & tired of your ignorance, as tho acting like nothing happened at all.
This is stupid and ridiculous.
To me, true friends are friends who will always be there for you and whatever slightest movement or action you make, they will definitely be able to decode even if you're hiding something.
It's tired and painful to guess,
and there's only one reason for it.
You're not qualified to be a true friend.
Understand?
Quarrels and such, they are redundant.
It's a matter of your perspective and how you really cherish this friendship.
Damn it. Tho I'm just a bystander or someone not into the matter, I just can't stand by anymore. Its so god-damned pissing me off. If you're reading this and you think you're the one, then reflect upon yourself srsly.
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sorry for those crap.
Im super angry with these kind of people.
k had sch tday as usual,
tests halfway thru alrdy.
Phy was screwed. :/
Hmmm shall go study fr his and amaths soon :)
Kbyebye all.

annoyed truly.

just like how lovers get together

HAPPY 15TH BDAY,
TERENCE AHMA! :D

Hi peepoz.
Im at my grandma's house now. :D
Using my uncle's comp.
K it's so laggy but idc. :)
Heeee im happy that i finished my hwk on friday night.
So i dont have to worry about it today :D
Gotta study for phy his and amaths test when i get home :)
Realised that everybody's getting stressed bcoz of school.
Cheer up peoplez! ^^
Take a chill pill and rest if you really need to :D
Gl for upcoming class & common tests! :D
Hmmm imma happy kid now cos im just feeling happy. O:
K w/e. Cant wait for seri to upload the photos soon :)
Anyway might be going out w Tiffanie momzie nxt fri for movie + shopping :D
Luvvvvvvvvvvvs.
K shall stop right here, byebye people.

Why does love always feel like ...
a battlefield,

Turn around and walk away

Hi people.
Im gna be so bored today.
Mum's gna work and bro's out w cousin O:
K i shall start on my hwks and studying.
Geraldine shall not procrastinate anymore.
Since she's idling right now :x
Okay byebye people.
And sorry for previous dumbass post.
Felt much better after letting it go.
I want to go on a shopping spree ):
Anyone???? O:
K shall be gone now luv you guys byebye :D

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Im so so happy i finally got a new blogskin.
Super satisfied huhu. :)
Changed cbox to shoutmix. :D
All tags wiped out, so rmbr to tag when you readers visit!
Luvs. IM PROCRASTINATING AGAIN!
IM USING THE COMP INSTEAD OF STUDYING :x

Absence makes the heart grows fonder

Sch's usual,
home-ed straight after school.
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Verge of breaking down.
Im really not sure whether im tired or im just hallucinating.
Can't stop the tears from falling once again I really hate this.
Im not sure whether why I am crying for,
I dont know whats in my mind.
I just keep thinking of flashbacks and everything.
No one can understand how im feeling like right now?
Stupid sickening stabs of pain.
Heart's so heavy and I cant get that load out.
Why am I always to see people happy
and genuine smiles on their faces but I simply dont?
Relieve of the pain is totally impossible.
I will move on i know i can but right now i dont.
FML.

Sick and tired of everything.
Everything's going wrong at the same time.

Sorry for ranting readers.

Reminisce

Best damn outing ever.
Swensens \m/\m/
I really miss 2E4 tho.
Gawd im gna binge soon ):
Okay stop those emotional feelings agn hahahah.
Photos w seri, will upload veryveryvery soon ^^

Stuck with this misery you laid on me

I really don't know what to say right now.
Ache ache ache ache ache ache ache xinfinity.
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-hi people.
had fun in sch tday.
i rate it 4/5, hehe.
i luv my cowpig, daddy and anisah darling.
they nvr fail to make me laugh. :B
almost laughed till i cry agn heh ^^"
well there's also some exceptions,
when that particular part of the lesson was bad. ._.
hmm after sch went to bedok lib w seri anisah and tiffanie mmy.
laughed and studied a little of amaths. (only done 2 simul eqn qns. LOL)
k stupid. anisah! MY LIPS LIKE SUGAAAAAAR ~ (inside joke)
laugh die- :F LOLOLOLOLOL.
hmm home-ed at 6. so here updating.
yay i have no hwk tday hehe.
but i have to study for the upcoming tests nxt wk ):
dread sch and tests srsly, zzz.
i can't wait for tmr! swensens w ex-2e4ians.
luvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv xinfinity. ^^
kshallstopherebyebye. :)

I just got to get next to you.

Next To You - Jordin Sparks

Two 'o clock and I wish that I was sleeping
You're in my head like a song on the radio
All I know is that I got to get next to you
Yeah I got to get next to you
Sitting here turning minutes into hours
To find the nerve just to call you on the telephone
You don't know that I got to get next to you

[Chorus]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you

I asked around and I heard that you were talking
Told my girl that you thought I was out of your league
What a fool, I got to get next to you, whoa
Yeah it's five in the morning and I can't go to sleep
'Cause I wish, yeah I wish that you knew what you mean to me
Baby let's get together and end this mystery, oh

[Chorus]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?
Yeah, yeah, to want to get next to you

[Chorus]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Baby call me crazy
But I know you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I got to get next to you

Detest the way you treat me

Hi luvs.
Bz during these two days w hwk & everything.
Hmm bored right now.
Needa complete my hwks agn, ):
These two days in school i had fun yesyes.
Laughing over different matters and such.
Omg i miss the times during the sec 3 camp,
andand, 2E4'o8.
Sigh.
I wish i could rewind the time right now.
Too bad huh, :/
But Im really happy for what I am now yesyes. :)
Friends family luvs appreciated :D
Just that Im feeling so nostalgic right now ><
I need hugs ):
K w/e.
Can't wait for the outing on thursday w 2E4!!! :D :D :D
Heheheheheheh ^^"
K gtg alrdy luv you readers byebye.

Screaming hallelujah.

Oh god. Im in luv with pink. <3
If anyone can buy me these,
I will luv you 4evaxzxzxxzxzcxc. D:
Hmmmmmmm,
Im still procrastinating.
Hven started on my hwk yet, ._.
Okay i shall do it by tday yesyes OF COURSE!
LOLOLOL.
K shall blog another day byebye (:
I WANT POLAROIDS AND MY DIANA AND AND FISHEYE AND AND INSTAX!!
IYA WANT EVERYTHING LAAAA. T_T

Uncertainities.

Went out in the morning with family today.
Home-ed, online-ed, audi-ed, slept-ed, rott-ed, and here I am again [:
Okay idk whats w the (-ed) anyway, so w/e.
IM CRAVING FOR INSTANT NOODLES D:
Idk whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
But i luv the weather now.
I shall catch up with my beauty sleep tonight huhu :D

Never to leave traces.
Holding on,

Initiative, I wonder.

Hi people.
The only thing thats funny today,
is Emaths lessons. :)
Mrs Ang was super funny today.
Laughed and I couldn't stop too.
I was wondering whether I'm suffering from some bipolar or smth.
I have been laughing and thn somehow different the nxt second.
W/e's going wrong in me. Feeling numb.
I feel like stargazing at some quiet place right now.
But now its the evening not night.
I know I'm random, :/
K im feeling bored byebye.

Painsakes.
And you will never decode.

Insensitivity

Hello readers.
Wednesday and tday normal sch day.
Went home early as usual.
Tday was uber funny.
Tiffanie mmy came my hse tday.
Audi-ed, fb-ed and she nvr failed to make me laugh once agn xD
Laugh until i cried zomg. (stomach pain)
LOLOL.
Hmmmmmmm, random O:
K shall continue rotting.
Bye peeps. :)

Endure endure endure.
Take a deep breath in and out.
Stop thinking and I have to look forward,
straight, going thru the next day.
No more hallucinations and painsakes,
stop those cycles once again.
No moodswings and those ups and downs,
and those painful memories going thru my mind again..
(I SHALL MAKE IT YESYESYES I CAN)

You're the one.

Life's a bore.
Gawddddd, I can't believe im procrastinating again ._.
Im doing hwk! (YAY) LOL.
Im so bound to fail my amaths if im going on like this.
Totally lost when im doing my hwk. ~_~
S.O.S ANYBODY? T_T
K shall rush my hwk right nownownownow kk ttfn :D

Long nicks ftw!
Omg msn conver-s are so gawd damn funnyyyyyyy.

Hi im violentevilger.
I have friends like :
budaowengxw,
stupidrabbiteug,
mightygeekxy,
blurgongbenyk.

LOL. Their names cool right? ^^
Kgtgalrdybyebye. [:
Random LOL.

Numb.

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY,

BROTHER! (:

and...

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY,

HUIXIN! :D

Hi people.
Weekends just passed so damn quickly ):
Didnt have time to blog cos of speech day on sat,
and went to granny's house till night ystd. D:
Okay my weekends are gone just like that, huhu. ._.
Well nothing much to post actually.
Hwks not done as usual ^^"
Im gna audi tday yesyes i am. Hehehe. :)
Kthxbye all. :D

Some random shots took ystd :D









Luvs.

Your pretence is just like transparency.

Hi people.
Today's speech day remedial ended short.
But got naggings from Mr Lee.
I'm getting tired of doing things with initiative.
Whats the point of doing so when its super unappreciated.
Negative comments added on somemore?
Who do you think you are.
Do you understand the matter more thn me?
Definitely absolutely not.
Well sorry for those crappings,
when you guys dknow what im talking abt.
Forget it ~
Been moodless nowadays.
Super sick & tired these days.
Tmr's speech day and I cant believe I'm gna give up on my afternoon just bcoz of it. ._.
I have no choice anyway ~
I HAVE LOADS OF HWK UNCOMPLETED! D:
Amaths, emaths, core geog, chinese. Gawddddddddd. D':
K w/e i shall wait for xw to online nownow :)
Audi comes first heheheh ^^"
Ttfn!
Luv you readers <3

Runaway vacation to wonderland.

Star of the day: Valerie the mad cowpig :D
LOL just kidding !
Hahahaha. Today was a so-so typical school day?
Yeah morning had pe and played badminton.
Kept laughing bcoz of mad cowpig ROFL.
Was abit insane just now ._.
Okay w/e.
Lessons onwards uber boring.
Well just can't wait for speech day to be done and over with D:
I have a feeling that I can't catch up in studies.
Maaaaaaaaaaaa de.
LAUGHDIE-
kthxbai luv you readers. (: